I've thought about going back to my old therapist, but I don't know. That's a monthly cost I don't want to deal with and I was doing pretty great on my own until my mom started losing her mind.
My dad only knows I want my mom dead and that I'm harboring a lot of anger. My mom, well... She knows about the anger but we haven't been talking much because she's largely to blame for all this. In fact, I think she may still believe I'm happier than I am angry. I dunno, this was a retarded thread about asking some girl out but I never ran into her so nothing happened. There's a lot of pressure on me to date from people at work, my family, and now just seeing even losers I know on the internet making it in life. I'm so far behind everyone. I'm nothing, just the exact kind of depressionposting shitbag I used to make fun of two years ago.
You aren't really equipped to deal with this.